letting it out!!

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there is no point in dissing lkwd. its not going to get us anywhere, the reason i decided to post abt the salp wig is cus i wanted to bring a point that was deeper than lkwd its the ppls closed mindedness desire to be better than better cud be -so instead being messed up!! i went to school (in lkwd) and graduated with zero knowledge of anything important i learned that u must put faith into those that r unfaithful, and that adults are always right when they really arent and that questioning judaism is way worse than assur.... so bikitzur the main issue is that yeah its true its not everyone and there are plenty ppl quiet but what good does that do? the teachers learned from their teachers who learned from theirs, theres no stopping the chain no one is going abt this in the correct way. what are my children going to be left with???????? each generation learns less and less i mean really they learn deeper and deeper into gemorah and olam hayisod (kabbalah) cus like we are holding real close to the geulah - e/o seems to feel it.... i dont get it, its so frusturating, why when i walk down the street do i have to remind myself i dont care that everyone is looking up and down me to decide wether i read this weeks article abt scalp parts or all the other tzniut guidleines? why cant ppl or real poskim insist on this changing why is it that schools care abt their reputation and then wonder why their students have no bitachon- it all looks as if its in their hands , suddenly parnasoh is humanly taken cared of...the schools are giving over the wrong message to the students and they are acting as our role models. ach i can go on and on im not sure what my question is but really i want that if there are so many "real" ppl on tere why dont some of u or all of us get up and do s/t what are u/we waiting for??? does everyone have to get sucked into this horrible cult? do u want ur children to suffer like u did????????????